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My Skin is not Irrelevant

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 Here I am, a year later.  There's so much and so little that has occurred between my last post and this very moment.  I had a Uterine Fibroid Embolization in March 2022 and attempted to conceive again in April 2022 which ended in a chemical pregnancy.  I was taking my prenatal still as well as talking CoQ10.  While actively trying to conceive, I used Conceive Plus.  Since I have switched to Geritol and taking Vitamin D as told by my new OBGYN due to a deficiency.  I've gotten a psychiatrist and been placed on antidepressants as well as anxiety medication and medicine for PTSD nightmares.  Thankfully, they are working and allowing me to continue to exist while Semaj does not anymore. I love him so much and miss him.  I want so badly to have a pregnancy experience that ends in a living child in my arms and that child will know about their little big brother who came before so they could come behind him.  I want to use this post to pinpoint where I have been dissatisfied with my